h e a r t b e a t

dianajeanfanaro
1.19.12
4.20.13
6.5.14
these are the dates that changed my life.
the boy who taught me how much love and compassion is truly inside of me, he showed me how fast your life can go wrong, and how impossible it can be to fix it.

the second boy, the one who taught me to be selfish. to have fun and stop worrying all the time, to be myself and stop caring about everyone elses problems. he also taught me the love of me. to love myself.
the third date, same boy, turned to man. this is the day we got engaged. he is my teammate, my best friend, my lover, my enemy, my life, and my destruction.
and god, i would never give up my life, not for anything.

"When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man
who said on his deathbed that
he had had a lot of trouble in his life,
most of which had never happened."
- Winston Churchill


"We are the generation that grew up on angst and pain, that's why we're all insane."



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