h e a r t b e a t

dianajeanfanaro
1.19.12
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these are the dates that changed my life.
the boy who taught me how much love and compassion is truly inside of me, he showed me how fast your life can go wrong, and how impossible it can be to fix it.

the second boy, the one who taught me to be selfish. to have fun and stop worrying all the time, to be myself and stop caring about everyone elses problems. he also taught me the love of me. to love myself.
the third date, same boy, turned to man. this is the day we got engaged. he is my teammate, my best friend, my lover, my enemy, my life, and my destruction.
and god, i would never give up my life, not for anything.

"When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man
who said on his deathbed that
he had had a lot of trouble in his life,
most of which had never happened."
- Winston Churchill


"We are the generation that grew up on angst and pain, that's why we're all insane."
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Yesterday a 17 year female, who attends Lancaster High School in California, was beaten by a football player, on school grounds, for being gay. After receiving over a dozen blows to her jaw, head, eye and head, all he received was a 5 day suspension by the Lancaster School District. She suffered from a fractured jaw and multiple concussions to the head and the Deputy Sheriff advised her mother to re-think her wanting to file charges against the football player because her daughter pushed him back. The school ended up documenting “assault” charges on the victims school file, NOT the football players!!! To make things worse, the Deputy Sheriff warned the victim, by saying, “Just so you know, if you file charges against him, I’m taking his side.” We’re attempting to raise awareness and bring this story to light because Lancaster High School is trying to sweep this “Hate Crime” under the rug!

notxlikexdad:

giantpeepeemonster:

Reblog if you care and please forward to everyone you know. P.S. CBS, KCAL 9 news are running the story tomorrow at 10pm.

SIGNAL BOOSTING THIS SHIT

You can’t keep beating yourself up over that.
You did the best you could.
You’re okay.
It’s okay.
No-one blames you. ~EFT kittensandwords (via kittensandwords)
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defensivewounds:

kinkstertime:

panic-at-the-dildos:

we Americans act really cocky and assholey about freedom to hide the fact that our government is crumbling and nobody is actually free so please give us this one day to be annoying about it

Kinda feel bad for poor Americans now. A bit like the asshole kid who you realise is only acting like that cuz their parents are cruel and neglectful.

That’s painfully accurate.