diana jean hoorelbek 4.20.13
"When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man
who said on his deathbed that
he had had a lot of trouble in his life,
most of which had never happened."
- Winston Churchill
So, i just looked through some old shit in my archive and i realized how much my blog has changed over the last 2 years. Ive gone from being a little kid who hated everything and had an immature, irrational relationship; to an adult who has a true passion for photography and love, emotion that is true. Ive changed a lot. And that is a big step up for me. This last year or two has been the most changing time of my life. I will never regret Caine and what he did for me and what i learned from him. I will never regret my mistakes or who i met, what id done. I do not regret the terrible life choices and the bad crowd whom i thought were my friends. I am who i am because of those people.
Basic Summary of the Last 2 Years:
-Been Arrested for shoplifting
-Smoked a lot of weed
-Drank a lot of alcohol (parties every weekend for a few months)
-Been raped by a close friend (16 yrs old), and convinced into sex in a car with a bad person due to being stoned and depressed. (17th birthday)
-Been in an emotionally unstable relationship
-Watched said person go into rehab, have drug problems
-Gained and lost good relationships in my family
-Lost almost all my friends
-Gained a wonderful boyfriend
-Gained and lost my first job
-Decided to graduate early from high school (29 more days)
I think that basically sums up most of my last 2 years.
Now its just time to continue on my way through the journey of life and hope to come out successful.
Im ready to face the world one day, if not today or tomorrow but one day.
everything is just colliding onto me like a huge colossal wave of shit