h e a r t b e a t


"When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man
who said on his deathbed that
he had had a lot of trouble in his life,
most of which had never happened."
- Winston Churchill

"We are the generation that grew up on angst and pain, that's why we're all insane."

I spent $20 on rainbow highlighters, new pencils, and a journal. I need to start writing again. Maybe it will be a good de stresser again.

Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery. ~J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (via wordsnquotes)


I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

I want to disappear.


But it was too much. All of it was too much. I didn’t know what I was feeling, but I knew I needed some time alone, some space to think about everything. ~Jennifer Brown, Torn Away (via splitterherzen)

Why WHY WHY wHy whyyYYY WHy.
Why can I never be happy.
I wish…. I wish …..god I wish….
I just want happiness.